heaven. we're in heaven.

ahheeek! check out the right handed column over there.
yep there.
right below my picture. its a button.
to an etsy shop.

my etsy shop.
or as we might start calling it, my etsy shoppe.

no? too soon?
yah probably....but loooooook!!! i made a shop!
and ive posted AN item in it.
yep, only a single item, but it'll grow. i was working on making a new mobile today, but it didn't turn out how i planned. it was suppose to be a circle, but it looked more like what id imagine you'd get when you a donut meets an egg.
obviously im still learning how to make patterns and what does and doesn't work.
and today i learned what didn't work!
but you know what did work? money cat and pwecha pwech loved my mess up...they started batting it around the house. and sliding all over the hardwood floors.

so i laughed. a lot. and then went back to what i knew how to do...hearts.
so look forward for another heart! cause im makin' love here! and i promise each one is made of lots of kisses and laughter!

on ward ho!
cheerio. <3333333

lucky number seven.

two thousand eleven. the best year yet.
you can do anything. go and do it!

what am i going to do today? i'm going to build a fort. with two other tiny forts inside it for my kitty cats.

and im going to wish out loud.
and tomorrow, i start dancing.
first dance class in my life. at 24. ballet. what up.



[thanks paintyhands]

my second cousin? her name is devin.

so i realized a fault in my last post. and that fault was exposed because yesterday, ye olde january seventh, i found myself absolutely crying with fear.
i was paralyzed by the fact that i fear i am never going to succeed. that i do not love myself enough to succeed. so prior to thus, i stated that my new years resolution would be "no more doubt"..."to stop poisoning myself."


well ho ho dear reader. that is not a good resolution. it is, of course, a fine resolution and a resolution none the less, but it does not help me. it does not help because every time i find myself poisoning myself or doubting myself...i am going to cripple myself by beating myself up and saying such things as "that is against your new years resolution"...."way to break your new years resolution"...."you are not succeeding at your new years resolution, thus you are not succeeding in life and you never will...you worthless bimbo."
and that just doesn't get us anywhere. now does it?

yep...you guessed it. it doesn't.

at all.
and probably five steps back since we are keeping track. [judge away like-minded fellow blogger].


so! an addendum to my prior post is going to be my NEWLY RESOLVED NEW YEARS RESOLUTION!
yep. its a new concept. its gonna be big around 2013.
watch for it.


and dont say i didn't tell you.

[cause i did].

back on topic: newly resolved new years resolution for 2011 [going to be a smash hit by 2013] is:
love myself.

sounds simple right?

no.
definitely no. 
positively no.
decidedly no.
[thanks don o'connor]

i have decided to give more to myself. and to express myself more. love myself more.
not be so hard on myself. and let myself succeed.

make a wish. it will come true.
make a wish out loud.

"i learn and relearn that silence doesn't protect me. an unexpressed life is very painful to myself and those I love. don't love halfway. i am learning that loving all the way can ache and sting, but loving halfway doesn’t keep me safe. it leaves me with sadness and a hope that could never live outloud."
      ~sabrina ward harrison [thanks paintyhands]

twenty eleven. kickin' kevin!

i doubt myself. that's obvious.
so that is my goal for 2011. a resolution, if you shall [and you will].

no more doubt. know that you're awesome and kiss yourself every morning.
its a love revolution, my friends. discover it!