fourteen. 14. four and ten. eleven and three. nine and five. fourteen.
fourteen days until david leaves.
there have been ridiculous amounts of questions concerning his move and our relationship. and i would love to answer everyone: i dont know.
i think thats okay. i dont know. i know that david and i will be apart for atleast a year. perhaps more depending on school here in tennessee.
he's excited. im numb. after weeks and weeks, im still numb. i am sitting here trying to type what i am feeling and thinking, and garbage is coming out. i think i am sounding angry, im not angry, im numb.
numb. to feel nothing. to lack emotion. to lack response.
yes, i am lacking response. thank you, webster.
i have a tendency to get hermit-ish and burrow away. maybe this will dig me out, or bury my deeper.
i trust that god has a plan in this, whatever and wherever it may be.
rammmmbllezz
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i'll be praying for you heather. i will most definitely be praying for you.
and i'm sure a ton of people are telling you this, but God is doing this for a reason. you can't argue with that. and i know you've heard this before as well, but distance makes the heart grow fonder. when david returns, both of you will have so much to tell each other that you couldn't tell each other over the phone.
it's going to be really hard, but you guys have rings around your fingers that reminds you that ya'll are one together.
yeah heather. i'm praying for you, too. God has his plans. you just have to trust that he knows what he is doing. and he usually always does.
i agree with what will said, too.
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