making us special.

so let me ask a question that has been on my heart the past week.
am i special?

this is going to sound like a really strange blog and honestly i have no idea where it might go because i always just feel like im whiny recently. whining and crying.
dont get me wrong, i am incredibly happy in my life. and incredibly off center. thats therefore why i am whining and crying.

lately i have felt smaller than everyone around me.
thats all i know how to put into words.

lost was awesome tonight. and i made some awesome lentil soup with curry. or curried lentil soup as the recipe said.
will, you're blog was...as ben said, uncomfortable. but beautiful, as always.
i am making rosettes tomorrow at work.

i am not making sense anymore. and yellow is still my favorite color.
maybe i should do a julie powell thing...only less whiny. im off to a bad start.
sketch a day...recipe a day...watercolor painting a day...spanish word a day...ehh...break a plate a day...ride a rollercoaster a day...buy a plane ticket a day...what can i do each day that might give me direction?

well this isnt where i started my blog post hoy.
hasta luego.